Daycare Day 5

Uhhhh... I hate Tuesdays.... I dread getting up in the morning and seeing Ryans face when I tell him its daycare day.. I don't understand why he doesn't want to go.. he should be getting use to it now.....he hates it. He has excuse after excuse as to why he can't get ready to go and why he is not going and then I have to force him to get dressed and out in the car. If you can only see the look on his face when I leave him in the classroom...it breaks my heart...I try to be strong and just walk away and I think that hurts me the most. I feel like I am doing wrong by just turning away and leaving him there crying .... Oh my, I wonder if he is ever going to be happy to go or is this going to be the same thing every Tuesday and Thursday. I know this is a good thing for him but it is sooooo hard leaving him like that .. if I could give in he would be coming back home with me..... I guess the part time bit is what is making it harder on him and it is going to take longer for him to get use to it.